Yesterday I had my very last exam, achieved a Master of Arts degree and finished university education. I still feel... well, not dizzy, but somehow strange. Suddenly, I'm not a student anymore and I feel kinda odd . Damn happy of course, hahha, relaxed and relieved, but also a bit empty (or maybe is it just a hangover? ) Seriously, those 5 years passed like blink of an eye...
I had some problems with deadlines - somehow I was sure that I have PLENTY of time to write my diploma work. And then I heard bad news about deadlines for applying to doctorate program. Till may I wrote over 100 pages, which costed me many hours of life - I was glued to the screen, reading and writing, neglecting too many people and sleeping way too little. Of course I tried to stay sane and lead a normal life, but still - I started to hate my computer Due to that I also temporarily abandoned DA. Sorry to make you wait so long, some of you were left without a word with unanswererd questions and notes. I just discovered a big bunch of notes from you, I'll try to answer ASAP.
Now I'm gonna apply for doctorate program - though I'm not 100% sure if that's a good choice. I wanted to try that, I'm interested in what I studied, but to be frank - I'm not sure anymore if that's a good idea, if that'll give me money and joy of work. On the other hand it'll give me lot of time, I'll be free to travel the way I like... uhhh, I'm a bit confused... Maybe it's because of the efforts I made for last two months, maybe because of the different advices that I get. I'll apply, 'cause I don't like to give up anything without trying, but at the same time I'll try to improve in drawing and find some job connected to that. I chased that doctorate dream for a while and now, when I'm close, I wonder... I feel that after all, however odd it may sound - drawing comics, drawing anything, may be the only job that will give me satisfaction.
Sorry for saying those boring things, but I'm rethinking them again and again, and sharing those thoughts will be refreshing for me, haha
Oh. I'm in love.
I bought my love in the internet.
He's good looking despite his age.
He has some scars but that only makes him more alluring...
He's taking me to the city and on the countryside walks, don't whine when I ask him to wait when I feel like visiting a shop...
And he's a foreigner - from Holland.
I'M TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH MY BIKE
Thank you for all birthday wishes, thank you very much :* I hope that old hag like me will be able to show you some good pictures and stories. :*
PS. Was anyone on that lantern event in Poznan? Gosh, it was fantastic, sky was so beautifully lit. I've always wanted to see simillar event in Thailand but the time was inconvinient.